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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

getting laid

I've been very lazy lately. Actually that's not true. I worked hard, but other than that I didn't do much. On the weekends I just slept and read a book. Yet a kind of suspense had built up inside of me. This usually stimulates my fantasies and my libido. When I'm not in a relationship I relieve it in private. This time it was different. I was craving more. On Sunday I met a canadian guy. It was a coincidence. Cute, very young (18+ just in case you're wondering), sex was awesome and I'm going to get more. :) I never got such a positive feedback. I can't wait and at the same time I feel weird about it. He's five years younger. First time for me. Does that mean I'm getting old? He's just a few months older than the younger one of my two brothers. I kinda feel like Samantha right now. I adore women like her. Work has become so unimportant. My mind is a mess. I may enjoy that until Monday. Then he's leaving.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Yahoo Chat

Today I once again visited the place where I started off chatting almost seven years ago. Yeah, Yahoo Chat was where I made my first chatting experiences.

On my first night chatting I met a guy called Mitchull. He's from the west coast, originally from Vietnam, now a full time US resident who was just a mechanic when I met him, a shop owner in the meantime. He supposedly became very rich during the years since we've met. He has also turned into a real prick. We kept chatting on Yahoo Messenger for a couple of years, then he disappeared. A couple of months ago he was back and we chatted again. After his wife had divorced and stripped him of half of his money he decided to take advantage of women where he could. He has the worst opinion of women too. Kept telling me how a woman could never be as strong and as smart as a man. Yeah right. We got into a couple of heated discussions, he kept sticking to his opinion. I finally tried to hurt him because he kept hurting me. I asked him who was the mechanic and who got the university degree between the two of us. He always said I was his good friend and he wouldn't see me as all other women. Oh right. That's why he kept saying things to hurt me. He didn't understand and so I quit talking to him, irgnored him. He IMed me with another name, still with the same opinions and nothing else to talk about. I ignored that name as well. After a while he eMailed me. I never answered. I hope he'll finally leave me alone.

Anyhow, it's been a long time since I last tried Yahoo Chat and a LOT has changed.
First off the chat isn't working properly for me. They removed the private room feature. The first IMs I received were from some female bots. Actually they talk to you a couple of sentances. Some quit the moment they realize you're female. Others try to drag you to their private sites nevertheless. I also received some suspicious URL without any comment. And then I was being flooded with IMs by guys from India. There was one who claimed he was from Cali, then didn't know the regional time, told me a wrong one and finally admitted he was from India as well. India indians have taken over Yahoo Chat. This sucks.
I've chatted with India indians before and they are so boring. Granted, always sweet and nice, always have a virtual flower ready and compliments and how much they could fall in love with me. *yuck* God forbid! They are such turn-offs. Yes, I may be a racist in this regard, I just haven't made any other experience and so I do not want to chat with India indians again. I made similar experiences with guys from Africa and the near east. Why can't they just chat about regular things, why does it always end up in the same dead end? Do they not have any self esteem and confidence? I'm a strong woman, I want a strong man or a smart conversation. And I will not be the loving mother to your half a dozen sons and daughters. Because this is what I think they see in me. Gruesome! Or maybe what they see in me is a free ticket to Europe. Not that they need it, given they have a good education which most of them do have! Finally, all they want may be a hot chat and that's all. Maybe all this sweet talk isn't sweet talk to them, maybe it's sex talk to them. *shivers*

So, if you are a regular person, who likes to chat about regular things, my Yahoo ID is positronict.

Friday, August 05, 2005

Now I'm Yellow



Yeah right!